Hans Scherner

Sex-starved sneak

Chapter 1

Before

Cecil was seventeen years old when he decided to become a girl. It took him six months to make all the arrangements and by then, he had graduated from high school.

As far back as he could remember, Cecil had hated being a boy. Girls with their smooth skins and soft, rounded bodies were so much prettier than boys, whose skins were rougher and bodies hard and bony. At school, Cecil found that the girls in his class were more clever than the boys, and some of them were much kinder, too.

But Cecil had never really felt like the other boys. His face was so satin – soft that it was impossible to imagine he would ever have to shave; and his figure, instead of being lean and angular, had gentle curves of flesh where other boys had muscle. His body was soft where it should have been hard.

His eldest sister, Alma, four years older than Cecil, had loved to dress him up in her old, little – girl clothes when he was very small. Then she would laugh at him, hug him, and tell him that he was as pretty as a picture. He always remembered that.

Remembered it and liked it!

Blanche, two years younger than Alma, had joined in the game, and sometimes the sisters had pretended that their young brother was a baby, and they would dress, undress, and bathe him.

Cecil had enjoyed the make – believe very much, often hating to wear his own clothes when the charade was over. Vaguely, Cecil remembered his father telling him "to be a little man," not a "sissy"… and he remembered, too, hating the man for his pains.

When Cecil was five years old, his sister Donna had been born. Alma had spent less time on Cecil then, causing him to feel the first, sharp pangs of jealousy. But Blanche had still doted on him, played with him and later, showed him the new, secret, and exciting games that only she knew how to play.

Cecil was seven years old when his father died, and he felt more relief than sorrow. It had always distressed him to see his mother, so soft, blonde, and beautiful, being kissed and pawed by a man even if the man was his father.